bye Bloggy ...

I have decided to leave and start a fresh =)

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If anyone reads that is =)

Things i would like to do ...

2009 was a year that was full of ups and downs ...

I went into leadership in church , i left my job to better my studies, i saw geraldine's father came to christ in long piao piao's event, i became camp commandant for youth camp ...

Its has to be one of the most interesting years of my life as a human being and as a christian.

2010 seems to be a year full of challenges ahead ...

I have set out goals and resolutions for myself to attain.

1. I would love to visit the United States Of America ( Really wanna Go !!! Anyone wants to sponsor ??? )

2. I want to see myself develop into a god fearing and influential leader.

3. I want to continue the good results i've attained.

4. I want to expand my marketplace and impact the thousands of students i will meet within this year and plant the seed of salvation even if i'm not the one who would harvest it.

5. I want to be a great son to both God and my mother.

6. I want to be a great partner for geraldine.

7. If possible , i would also like a chance to serve in the worship ministry. ( If possible la )

8. Shed some weight ... =)

9. Start Saving for marriage.

10. Continue to save my school fees !

11. Be a blessing to others.

12. See more attend Friday night soccer

13. Complete Sundown & Stan chard

Disappointed ...

Sometimes i wonder if parents are a way to test your patience and remind you to Never be like them.

I find certain things extremely stupid especially when parents and even grandparents manipulate the status on being Filial ... What does it mean to be filial ? Does it mean if i buy you a meal means i'm filial ? Does it mean i send you to a place which is just 15 min to 30 min bus ride means i'm filial ?

On Christmas day, today, 25/12/09 ... i was faced with this issue and was labelled unfilial by my grandmother and was threatened by my very own mother that since i do not want to send them to place which they are going, she will not pay my school fees ...

I take threats very seriously and to be threatened over a stupid issue as such is making my blood boil ... I'm pissed at how my mother would always bring Geraldine into the picture about sending her home too often but its perfectly fine to send her friends all the way back or even send her friend's kid back ...

The car is meant to serve ppl ... True and fair enough ... it did serve its purpose ... But why only recognise that i only use it for Geraldine ? How about the other ppl whom have benefited from the car ?

Just because i'm not working now , does not mean i can be threatened using money as a subject ...

Its sad to see how my mother has stooped to such a low level and still thinks she is correct ...

Its only 2 more days effectively to camp and now i've lost my 5k for school fees ...

I'm not in the mood for anymore screw ups ...

Looks like school fees are going to be a headache ...

Thankful ...

Its been awhile since i have actively updated this blogspot.

Its been 2 weeks since i've stopped working and to be honest ... I'm loving this life =)

Its great to have time to do the things which i want to do with no restrictions

So many things which i feel i have to thank god for this week ....

The list just goes on and on ...

Officially Missing You ...

Unashamed ...

I have not much
To offer You
Not near what You deserve
But still I come
Because Your cross
Has placed in me my worth

Oh, Christ my King
Of sympathy
Whose wounds secure my peace
Your grace extends
To call me friend
Your mercy sets me free

And I know I'm weak
I know I'm unworthy
To call upon Your name
But because of grace
Because of Your mercy
I stand here unashamed

I can't explain
This kind of love
I'm humbled and amazed
That You'd come down
From heavens heights
And greet me face to face

Here I am at Your feet
In my brokeness complete

Try - Asher Book

If I walk would you run
If I stop would you come
If I say you’re the one would you believe me
If I ask you to stay would you show me the way
Tell me what to say so you don’t leave me
The world is catching up to you
while your running away to chase your dream
Its time for us to make a move cause we are asking one another to change
and maybe I'm not ready

CHORUS
but I'm trying for your love
I can hide up above
I will try for your love
we’ve been hiding enough

if I sing you a song would you sing along
or wait till I'm gone , oh how we push and pull
if I give you my heart would you just play the part
or tell me it’s the start of something beautiful
am I catching up to you
while your running away , to chase your dreams
its time for us to face the truth cause we are coming to each other to change
and maybe I'm not ready

CHORUS
but I'm trying for your love
I can hide up above
I will try for your love
we’ve been hiding enough

I will try for your love
I can hide up above

If I walk would you run
If I stop would you come
If I say you’re the one would you believe me